I Need You So Much Closer

And here I go again, getting myself caught up in a long distance relationship.
1,100 miles long.

After three years of absolute torture you think I would learn, wouldn't you?
Of course not.
Of course I still think it can work.
Hopeless, endless, pure optimism

Yes, it's tough.
Yes, sometimes I cry for an hour missing him.
Yes, being surrounded by couples makes it worse.
Yes, I'm a little crazy.
But I believe it's worth it.

The problem is not dwelling on how lonely you feel at the moment, you have to remind yourself how absolutely wonderful it is when you're together.
Like how it feels to fall asleep watching a movie together
and how he tells you your so beautiful
and how cute he is when he's falling in and out of sleep mumbling sweet nothings
and the warmth your body feels when he's next to you
and the first excited kisses when you meet again at the airport.

Let those keep you going for the next two months until you get to see him again.
If you feel like it's worth it, go for it baby. Make it work.